How Thor in Endgame Helped me to say that “I am still worthy” during failure

I liked Thor’s character in Endgame. Thor, who is known for his mighty muscular godly power, breaks down and has a panic attack. He is seen as vulnerable and emotional. This particular part deals with failure, loss, and grief.

For the first time, I could relate to him more than ever. When I was in college, I had a similar moment of crisis. I nearly contemplated suicide, and also recently when I was struggling with unstable jobs. I took on more than I should have in an attempt to do good. I often lay in bed with my eyes closed, trying to calm my thoughts.

It was hard to process. I thought about my family and relatives, and how I had failed everyone. As someone who has dealt with depression, I’ve asked myself at different times, “Am I still worthy?” I’ve asked myself if waking up the next day is even worthwhile. For a long time, I kept telling myself, “I am worthy,” to keep going. As someone who has failed time and time again in life, I often ask myself deep down how I can continue without letting down the expectations of my family. When Thor’s hammer returned to him, it felt like a symbolic metaphor for his purpose in life returning to him when he needed it most.

Similarly, I was searching for a purpose that I had lost. For many of us, we are still searching for our purpose. Thor’s comeback after failure made me realize my worthiness. Yes, there is still much work to be done. I am not perfect. I fail. I make bad decisions.

Sometimes, I fail the people around me, and sometimes I even fail myself. However, Thor’s journey was quite motivating. No matter how tough things get, it will always get better. Thor showed how grief is an important part of growing and maturing. You should never be afraid of failure, it’s not something to be ashamed of.

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I really liked Thor’s character in Endgame. Thor, who is known for his mighty muscular godly power, breaks down and has a panic attack. He is seen as vulnerable and emotional. This particular part deals with failure, loss, and grief.

For the first time, I could relate to him more than ever. When I was in college, I had a similar moment of crisis. I nearly contemplated suicide, and also recently when I was struggling with unstable jobs. I took on more than I should have in an attempt to do good. I often lay in bed with my eyes closed, trying to calm my thoughts.

I felt like a failure. I had let everyone down, including myself. I felt like I was worthless. I didn’t want to live anymore.

But then I thought about Thor. He had also failed. He had lost everything. But he didn’t give up. He kept fighting. He kept trying to find his way.

And that gave me hope. If Thor could do it, then so could I.

I started to take small steps. I went for walks. I talked to my friends and family. I started to write again.

It was hard work, but it was worth it. Slowly but surely, I started to feel better. I started to feel like myself again.

I’m not saying that I’m cured. I still have bad days. But I know that I can get through them. Because I’m not alone. Thor showed me that.

I have slowly learned to embrace it, even when people close to me are interested in talking and laughing about it. I still have gathered, or at least am trying to garner, the confidence to say, “I am worthy.”

Here are some tips that helped me:

• Talk to someone you trust. It can be a friend, family member, therapist, or anyone else you feel comfortable talking to.
• Don’t be afraid to ask for help. There are many resources available to you, such as therapy, medication, and support groups.
• Take care of yourself. Make sure you’re eating healthy, getting enough sleep, and exercising.
• Do something you enjoy. Even if it’s just for a few minutes, taking some time for yourself can help you feel better.
• Don’t give up. Recovery takes time, but it is possible. Keep fighting for yourself.